Women Who Minister

Yesterday I attended the #SheLeads Conference held at the First Church of the Nazarene in Pasadena (or PazNaz). Two of my Theology teachers were attending who have had a tremendous influence on me so I decided to go.

One professor is Dr. Kara Lyons-Pardue. She is in her mid-30s and reads Greek as a first language. She received her PhD from Princeton and I have to say she is nothing short of kind, welcoming and the most non-judgmental person I have ever met. I remember my first day of class as a Master of Ministry student scared to death to be a woman learning with men (some of them pastors). My fundamental church background taught me well about a woman’s place and this step of attending school challenged me greatly. On the first day of class, I was shocked when female Professor Lyons-Pardue walks into the classroom with her belly beautifully 8 months pregnant. Not only was her belly adorable but her confidence and intelligence seemed to lift me right above my fears of advanced learning with religious men. I still remember many of her sentences and she still remembers me crying in class as I described a horrific, painful experience from a pastor in North San Diego County.

In time, I then met Dr. Rebecca Laird. She was the first woman I had met who was an ordained minister in addition to a Theology Professor. Rebecca changed my life by her counsel, her confidence and her experience. She looked at me and said something to the effect of, “The church world is like a big ocean. You need to learn where you fit in the ocean. You are a woman evangelist and you’re presently trying to swim in cement.”

Through the years of learning at Point Loma Nazarene University and now at Nazarene Theological Seminary, I have lost the chip on my shoulder. I don’t need to defend the gifts and callings God has given me. The education has allowed me and my female peers to grow and thrive without apologizing.

Well, I say all that to talk about yesterday’s #SheLeads Conference. It was the first time I sat in a room with female senior pastors, a female president of a Theology School and so many young female college students pursuing a career in ministry. Amazing! Could it be that we are entering a time of androgyny—a world without gender limits? Could it be that the Pentecost Anointing to both men and women is now being released? Could it be that God who pours out His Spirit on both young men and women is now opening up the flood gates to bring women into true leadership and ministerial roles? I kept thinking of Acts 10 with Cornelius’ family being anointed in the Holy Spirit by Peter. It took time for the Jewish-Christians to accept Gentiles becoming Christians but in God’s timing and in His way, the Church embraced the goodness of God to extend salvation to all.

As a woman who ministers  (Daily Disciples) and as a woman chaplain ministering, I can say there are a few things about women ministers that we all have in common:

  1. We have no doubt that we are called by God and we have a firm conviction to be faithful to Him.
  2. Our first desire is to please God, despite the words and opinions of others.
  3. We do not want to be men. God made us as women and we are happily female.
  4. We are being obedient to God, not rebellious to the church culture.
  5. If we have children, we love and care deeply for them. God did not have us choose between our children and His will. It was His will for us to have children within His calling. As a result, God works with us and through us to mother our children.
  6. Pastors are shepherds. There are both male and female shepherds in the Bible. The body of Christ is not complete without having both male and female pastors.
  7. We needed to learn how to wrestle the demons back to hell while living in the wilderness to fulfill our calling with grace and peace. We know that Christianity is the only religion that places women upon an equal platform with men, as initiated by Jesus Christ.

Yesterday’s #SheLeads Conference is summed up best by a testimony I read in Phoebe Palmer’s book, “Promise of the Father” written in 1859:

“Soon after this another preacher came to…desire I would give over speaking and praying in public, to which I replied, ‘I will, if you will answer for me at the day of judgment for the one talent God hath given me;’ but he went away saying, ‘That I cannot do.” And she responded, “I counted the cost, but concluded to obey God rather than man. I valued the having my name among God’s people, but I thought more highly of its being enrolled in the book of life.”

For women who minister and women ministers, we stand before God alone someday and we will give an account for the gifts and calling He placed upon us on this earth. Isn’t it time to stop asking God why He called you and to start asking God how to fulfill His call for you? Let’s step out together and turn the world upside down for Jesus Christ. Let’s continue to bear fruit for His glory. Let’s continue to pray that someday we may hear from Him, “Well done, good and faithful servant.”

And pray for me…Bobbye has asked me frequently to teach women how to teach the Bible and how to be leaders and speakers. I believe it’s time to start organizing a conference to embolden and encourage my sisters to be about our Father’s business! If interested, let me know.img_0958

–TL Adamson




“I Will Trust You”

Like many of us, there is situation in my life that I desperately want to change. As a result, my mind takes me down a variety of routes to find hope for it to work out or be different. Each time, I come up with the same answer: a dead end. I have sought the Lord on this topic and sense His silence. Continually wrestling with this issue has done nothing for me except quench my peace and steal my joy. I also have come to realize that I am becoming stumbled in my own faith (or lack of it).  I am now praying that I can read the dead end sign at the beginning of the cul-de-sac and just believe it to be true instead of needing to drive down the street to prove it to myself.

Our God does things in His timing and answers our prayers according to His will. Jesus knew the Lord’s will when He asked, “Not my will but Yours.” God’s will is not our own and we should not kick against to goads. When we do challenge His will, we find a lack of peace in our lives and we find ourselves fighting against God instead of trusting in God. I need to get back to the basic… “Lord, You heard me the very first time I prayed about this situation. I have beseeched You and truly do desire Your will to be done over my own desire. So today, I will resolve myself to say, “Yes, Lord, I will trust You.”

Am I too tired to quit?

Our conference is 2 days away. We have had 6 previous conferences so we have advertised it as our 7th annual conference. Tonight, however, I was thinking of all the years and all the changes that have come to us in the last 7 years of doing this. It has not been easy and not all the thoughts were good. God has been good and He has been faithful but He has a round about way of showing His purpose and faithfulness at times. As I sat…stapling papers together…I thought, “Am I too tired to quit?” Have you ever felt that way…like the pattern is so familiar that even though it exhausts you at times, it’s what you know and it’s what you do so you cannot change? As I started praying about that thought, I heard a still small voice say to me, “You really had 6 conferences. Then the 7th year, you rested. This is the 8th year. You are not quitting…it’s the year of new beginnings.” Wow. I didn’t expect to come to that conclusion.

Right now, my life is hard. I am personally struggling with many many things. Obviously the Lord knew that we needed to dedicate this conference and our March retreat with the themes of hope because I have been running low on it.

I have had to redefine hope to align up with the Lord. I have needed to lift up my eyes to see past the circumstances to focus on the heavens where God sits. There is my hope. There is my strength and it is because of the power of Hope in His Spirit I can keep going, keep changing, keep growing and HOPEfully not quit. Like my good and wise friend (Bobbye) has said to me many times, “Just take one day at time. It’s easier to get through life that way.”

I HOPE I meet you at the conference. I know that God is going to show up and show off! The conferences are amazing and the fruit seems to stay fresh forever. Thank you to all of you ladies who have never missed one of them and thank you to all of you who are willing to step out and attend this one.

It is a new beginning…and you know what… I can’t wait to get started!